知らなかった。

それでももちろん地球は回ってて、

だったら、今日知った意味はどこにあるのだろう？

私が衝撃を受けるのは今日。

でも彼女が悲しみを発したのは大分前。

そしてそれはもう永遠に凍結されて、
触れることができない場所に収められてしまった。





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　　Dsc 13, 2006
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Why am I crying?
I have no right to cry.
I have no right to say anything.
I have no right to regret what I thought.

I must directly face the fact.

Have I ever hoped this myself?
Yes, I've hoped and dreamed.

This is new to me but it occurred three month ago.

Nothing can justify me.

I have to carry this all my life.

This is life. Is that so?

Actually, I've not done anything.
I've just imagined.
But it was a sin and I've known that.
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