indexpastwill
2006年09月08日(金)   亡羊ノ影

この肉体は余計なもののようであるのでデトックスソルトを入れた風呂で溶かしてしまおうとして、COWBOY JUNKIESの「Misguided Angel」に不意打ちされる。



「ねぇ、この曲って、キーはAやよね」と突然電話をかけたとき貴方は笑っていたんだったか。そのとき買ったブルースハープはまだ引き出しにある。

あらゆる「He」は貴方だった。



I said "Mama, he's crazy and he scares me
But I want him by my side
Though he's wild and he's bad
And sometimes just plain mad
I need him to keep me satisfied"

I said "Papa, don't cry cause it's alright
And I see you in some of his ways
Though he might not give me the life that you wanted
I'll love him the rest of my days"

Misguided angel hangin' over me
Heart like a Gabriel, pure and white as ivory
Soul like a Lucifer, black and cold like a piece of lead
Misguided angel, love you 'til I'm dead

I said "Brother, you speak to me of passion
You said never to settle for nothing less
Well, it's in the way he walks,
It's in the way he talks
His smile, his anger and his kisses"

I said "Sister, don't you understand?
He's all I ever wanted in a man
I'm tired of sittin' around the T.V. every night
Hoping I'm finding a Mr. Right"

Misguided angel hangin' over me
Heart like a Gabriel, pure and white as ivory
Soul like a Lucifer
Black and cold like a piece of lead
Misguided angel, love you 'til I'm dead

He says "Baby, don't listen to what they say
There comes a time when you have to break away"
He says "Baby there are things we all cling to all our life,



に続く一行だけは今夜、どうしても歌えなかった。



愛してました愛してましたなのになぜわたくしでなくなぜわたくしでなくなぜわたくしでなくあんな女を貴方が選んでしまったのか

わたくしたちが奏でる音はあれほどまでに溶け合っていたというのに貴方が左にいてくれたならわたくしはおそれるものなどなにもなかった

貴方は日々ネットワークのシステムの中で指を失いつつあるのだと聞くフレットの上を幻のように滑るあのうつくしい指を

わたくしの白く薄い肌の手触りも知らずわたくしの細く弱い骨の軋みも知らぬまま貴方は

その薬指に指輪を嵌めた



I only want to say
That if there is a way
I want my baby back with me
Cause he's my true love,
My only one don't you see?


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