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When I was very little I enjoyed western classical modern dance
at Kumamoto prefecture.My body was flexible and healthy at that time.
Then I started playing the piano and quit the dancing and continued
playing the piano practicing until 20 or so.I enjoyed playing the piano too.Sometimes I was very eager to play more beautifully than I could.

I was pleased to listen to the lessons of my first teacher about english at a public junior high school.
His lesson was very enthusiastic and quite rhythmical that was refreshing me very much.I enjoyed learning english.I could dream and imagine another world.I was curious and I grew to know that there were good friends abroad too.And that there lived various types of
people. He meant to let us students to study hard and enjoy to know other cultures.To make friends with other cultures I grew to realize I had very poor little knowledge about myself and my own culture.
I think my first teacher about english wanted to let us know how wonderful if different people understand mutually.I had the feeling
that with english language you can make your ideas much clearer.
One day I heard that he had been divorced.I do not know what happened to him,whether his wife was a japanese native or a person
from different culture,either.And yet,I imagine he life was not so easy,either.

I was brought up looking at two brother's lives.I love both of them
although they have a little bit different characters. Although both of them have never been divorced.

Two children were born from my belly from diferent roots.

I think sometimes it is very natural that my heart aches between two
things.

When you see your parents quarrel you understand both sides' feelings and feel relieved when the quarrel is over,don't you?
Can you take sides?

I know both my parents had never meant to make me bad.Neither have
my brothers.Neither have my children's fathers.Neither have anyone
whom I met.Do I mean that I am bad?No,I do not mean that.

So what do I mean?

I am not good at struggling at bargain sales.I am no good as a salesperson.

Don't take my husband from me God.God bless him and other people.
Buddha's mercy may also take us and never abondon us.

Today I prefer reading adventure stories with my son but is this
a good thing?

My english teacher says I did a good job at my first conversation.
But the score was under 80 percent.I cannot be professional.I would
like to improve my communication ability.

When i was a child I looked up to a cousin of mine who was playing
the japanese harp.She taught me a little about SakuraSakura or the
cherry blossoms playing by Koto.I remember now that japanese score
was ¼·¼·È¬¡¡¼·¼·È¬¡¡¼·È¬¶åȬ¼·È¬¼·Ï» at that time.

My dog is in my rap now.

She could walk outside two times yesterday.How about today?

I am to help some disabled persons at some meeting next month.
Can I help them nicely,once I wondered.Sometimes I myself feel disabled quite a lot.
But anyway,I promised to go to meet them.
My son once have done some musical performance at some disabled people's home.They were very nice persons.
I would enjoy meeting them.

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