I finished reading One of Seiji Ozawa's books with my son.

My son asked me to read him another Mark Twain's adventure story so
I started reading him one.

Recently A girl in China said in a chatroom she needed money abroad.She does not have to have that when she lives with her parents.I agreed and said that money was important at that time.

But now I am not sure.I mind somthing.

Money is human.There are a lot of Human beings who do a lot of things with money.
They even express their hearts and love with money if they believe they can do something with that.

Money is not essential to wild animals' existence,however.They can live with no money.And they express their love for themselves and for their children with no money.

Another lovely girl once said there were some playboys who had become eager to marry her when they had known that her parent was extremely rich.Then She said there was no boy who loved herself truely.So she wants true love.She could want true love in a sense at that time because she could believe that she did not have to mind much about money I suppose.She has grown to know she can select what are more convenient to herself.She became hoping to become what she wanted to be.

I have believed in the existence of love.When my children were born
I did not mind much about money.At that time there were my parents who worked very hard together and I did not have to mind so much about money.

Why do I mind so much about that now?What is important to me?
Life is important to me,isn't it?And I wish I could give something
eternal to my children's lives in this earthly world.Most parents wish the same I suppose.

I think I am very concious of my own responsibilities.But I sometimes do not know what is good.

I am not a wild animal but human.Am I weak?Can't I live like a mother bear?What should I do as a human mother?

What else can I give to my children except wishing them become
happy?Are they not happy?What is the thing that makes us happy?

Bear mothers try make their children secure while they are little and weak. They feed the little ones and teach how to get what they can eat.They teach them how to be safe.

Can't I be like them?

I have some CDs of some good Chinese musicians at home here.

Why could not I say that to that Chinese girl when I met her in that chat room?

She said she would like to go to Newzealand.I said Newzealand was very beatiful and recommended her to visit there.

Yet later I wondered how her parents would feel if she really made up her mind to go there.

i am not very responsible to others' children as to mine.

I am trying not to mind so much believing that girl seemed rather smart and healthy than myself.Chinese people are quite ok all over the world.

How about my children?How about myself?

My brother's wife said that I was quite smart.Can I believe this?

I am quite afraid.

Is money so essential to human existence?

What is most important?

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