I took my son to the emergency hospital this early morning because of my son's asthma,for my husband told me to take him there.
My feeling is that my husband is too sweet to my son.Am I haughty?
My son is strong enough to refuse any intravenous drip injection.
You should not refuse that if you are really seriously sick.I doubt
if he is so seriously sick.
What a happy family we are.

Sunny day today too.You can see azelea flowers here and there in the street.

Even if I was pregnant,I could not be one flesh with my husband if he is my good partner.I do not despair.This is not his fault.Neither is
mine.

I do not think I have ever been flirtatious.I understand he is
devoted as he is.I am devoted as well.I am not adventurous.

I do not think that I know everything about him.

I do not mean that he has some affair with another special lady
or someone at the moment,he is just enjoying his society.I understand
his hope and love of amiable atmosphere,only I am very sorry there
are sometimes I can not be so amiable for him.I have the feeling that I can not be a member of his society.No one, never ,has alienated me,
you know.No one is bad.Even if he had a love affair with a girl or
a woman I can not blame him.This might be the matter.Why can not I
blame him if he loves another one?

He loves my son and so do I but he is not mine and I am not his neither.

Sarah Miles,a heroine in a story, wrote in her diary that she had come to dislike her husband after she had given up being with her lover although she did love her husband when she had an affair with
another man.I wonder if what a bitch she is as another one but yet
I understand what she says.
Should I have continued what I was doing before?I do not think so.
But...what made me so dissatisfied?

I am not Sarah Miles. I am myself.However.

It is not that I would not mind my husband's having an affair
with another woman.That is not a big matter,however.I would rather say that I feel quite jealous of even his cousins' being affectinate
with him although I understand that they are never related sexually.I feel really jealous of his relations because they are related whole-heartedly.My husband says that he is not related
sexually with any girl now but he just enjoy songs and music that I know very well but his words are not to the point.I know he needs
his own space as I do.It is stupid of me to feel insecure to set him free,isn't it? If it might be rather human.
There are those who grows slowly and start to understand what is precious to them lately.I am a slow-paced woman.

There was someone who did understand this feeling.Now I can't remember who did , though.

I do not think that I am so bad a wife.Housewives cannot neglect their works anyway.

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