2003年11月09日(日) ■

Is there next time??

I met him on Satuaday in private. He is really cute and fun. I think my first date with him was very good. We talked many things, like our way of thinking, our past, love and dislike. I can be very just the way I am. Recently, when I meet somebody, I always pretend myself somehow. But this time I didn't need to do. I don't know how things are going but I hope we are good now and in the future. My lived friend, Rene said "I think he is not interested in you because he cancelled your offer at least once. If I were him i won't do that when a girl like you invites me to dinner." I know, he might be right. The decision depends on person, I think. If I were him and somebody who I am interested in invite me to dinner, but I have to go to my friends birthday party. I'll choose my friend. Because, I love my friend. So, in case of Rene, he would not turned down the offer. That is ok. It's a completely personal choice. Maybe I think if a person I invite to a dinner who choose me instead of his friend's birthday, I consider that he is very cold. Anyway, it seems I can manege this myself. I have to follow my heart that I like him.

2003年11月07日(金) ■

☆The first date☆

Yea!!! Finally, I have a date with him tomorrow!!! He called me yesterday and said "Ok, what about Mexican food? And before dinner, let's go to see a movie. What do you think?" Isn't that proper date!? yes it is!!!Wow, finally, at last.... I have to choose my cloth something suits for romantic evening. hmmmmmm, now is my love promising? Thank god.

2003年11月03日(月) ■

Not easy to be together!!!

My friend, Rene who is my best German guy said, you shoudn't chase him and call him. If you call him first, that means, to show him you are not difficult to get. That is for sure. But I did call him last time from me. Then, after that, he called me. We are kind even. I wish Rene could live near here. I really like him as a close friend. We meant to have date on last weekend but it was cancelled because of him friend's birthday party he has to go. It was postponed to this Saturday. Actually, I'm interested in him but is there chemical reaction between us?? I don't know. He have to fight with me before he becomes together with me. And I have to be a little bit bitch to him. It's not easy to be my boy friend.