it was all my fault that i acted out.
It was also his fault that he didn't consider my feelings nor understanding that we are different sex and person.





we have ended our relationship a month and half ago,
but i still wanted to believe we can make it up..
after i had a conversation with the owner of 1492 on Monday,
ernest did not come back home on sunday and monday night,
and he did not answer any of my calls,
my feelings started falling apart again.
i did not have this feelings anymore. i suffered enough.
i paid what i have done. I don't even know where the one i love stay over or who he be with.
i've done once to him.



I have a big pressure, broken heart, and am broke.. all those things i am facing
i am not strong enough to face them and deal with them all at once.

kurushiinaa!

ai ｜MAIL