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After all, any progress cannot be found at a repetition of finding of a new job and unemployment. Although registered with the employment agency, he has noticed the shortage of skill. It applies to year dawn from an end of the year, there are various things too much, and their heart and soul have dropped out from society by BOROBORO. * Days which feel sick to the boyfriend under eight years old which associates for two years, and cut with a repetition of a quarrel every day. * My father's lung cancer disclosure. What it is thing small after life expectancy. Its footing was not able to be regained for a while. * Although a new job was found to the package-related platemaking company, it becomes impossible to have borne a superior official's power HARASUMENTO, and has dropped out again. * The present and money in hand -- it decided to receive a small frame and welfare. And the hospital of the occupational physician of a former company and graduation along which it passed for four years. Finding-of-a-new-job activities and part-time job were stopped from the direction of a division. There is no value that it is alive in such me. It is very tired somehow. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. ■近況 結局、再就職・離職の繰り返しで何の進歩もない。派遣会社に登録したが、自分はスキル不足に気づいた。 年末から年明けにかけていろいろなことがありすぎて、自分の心も精神もボロボロで、社会からドロップアウトしてしまった。 ※2年付き合ってる8歳下の彼氏にムカついて、ケンカの繰り返しで、毎日啖呵を切る日々。 ※父の肺癌発覚。余命あと僅かとのこと。暫く立ち直れなかった。 ※パッケージ関連の製版会社へ再就職したものの、上司のパワーハラスメントに耐えられなくなり、再びドロップアウトしてしまった。 ※現在、所持金微々たる額、生活保護を受けることにした。そして、4年間通ってた元会社の産業医の病院と卒業。区の方から再就職活動とアルバイトは止められた。 こんな私なんて生きてる価値なんてない。 何だかとても疲れてしまったよ。 死にたい。 死にたい。 死にたい。 |
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