so, what about a concession? don't you think that is kind of too much for me? don't you think i am trying. you say to not to pretend like a victim. yes i lied. i did something Very wrong. and it was not only one time. so, is that it? i understand that you are worried about me. so much. but you must not restrict me. that much. now, i feel like i am restricted by time and everything. allow me to feel that. i cannnot help that. now. what should i do next.