happy birthday to one of my best friend. i know you are not checkin this page but thank you, for everything what you did for me. you are the special friend for me. so thank you that not to get angry every minutes, every minutes that i talked to you selfish way.
This is a nice chance to just get lid of it. thank you again and sorry to ask about advices many times. i want to get over it and it was hard to get over it for me. i'm just a child i guess. i just spent ALL my summer about one thing OF NO USE. well it was not absolutely useless though. i just want to say in that way. to get over it. thank you again.
and for you, I don't want to "use" you. I want to "love" you so, please understand, i respect you and your love for me. i don't want to repeat what I did, last summer and last last summer, and last last last summer. really thank you for your love. so give me time. give me time to get over it. respect you, don't want to miss you, want to protect you, i'll be your side, always, always, I love you.