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'The best advice I got from my aunt, the great singer Rosemary Clooney, and from my dad, who was a game show host and news anchor, was: don't wake up at seventy years old sighing over what you should have tried. Just do it, be willing to fail, and at least you gave it a shot. That's echoed for me all through the last few years."
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George Clooney is the actor of whom my daughter was once very fond a couple of years ago.
I did not know who George Clooney was before until she told me that
so I have lived my life long enough unable to return back to the
past.

Supper tonight.White rice.Soup of soy-sauce,with sweet sake of seasoning,sliced radish,bamboo sprouts,and a bit of extract of dried bonito and seawead tangle.Chicken stake with tomato sauce, sunny lettus,miniture tomato,a bit of scrambled egg.

My son asked me if I regarded myself as a person of triple personality
this evening.I answered to him that I did not.Sometimes there are some
things I forget,being very busy,too much work to do for one person,
sometimes I get angry and another time I burst into laugh,but this sort of state does not show that I am such a person of double or triple personalities.

My son says that sometimes I look quite positive,at other times
I cry telling him some negative words,this time I get angry
abruptly and the like.My husband says to me hearing the boy's words that he loves me who is very positive.

Everyone makes mistakes.I have no excuses of what I have done.But I remember everything of my ex-husband's excuses,then I may well say a bit of my own excuses now after more than twelve or fifteen years.

I remember the man whose name I did not ask.I do not know who he is.
Was he a liberater to me who had liberated me from what had abused me?
Or someone who separated me from whom I loved? which I do not know
certainly.Maybe both.

You may be able to enjoy and value your own life situation today. You appear perhaps more charming and refined than usual. Your mind tends to settle on issues of security--home, family and such today. You enjoy talking about history, and nostalgia with your friends over the phone or perhaps, while visiting face-to-face with each other. You show a great deal of understanding to the needs of others just now and are in a good position to communicate concerning groups and society in general. You are driven to excel in any form of physical exercise or creative expression this evening--sports, theatrics, arts and crafts. This urge to express yourself, to speak out and be heard, propels you into many interesting conversation.


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