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Lovely weather today outside.


I am awfully depressed today and my husband saw me crying and told me to take a bath. I wonder why I am not fed up with my such silly sobbing
I lost a considearable number of tear drops and yet my family are quite able to be both happily laughing.

My husband says he wants to go shopping to buy some shirts for business and this desire of his might be lovely.

but I want to go to Africa. This is lovely too isn't it?

My God may not exist but I need him.He must exist for me. He is
with me. He is mine. He is always with me.He is not for others
but only for me.He loves me. He really knows me.I can be relaxed
with him.I love him.I cannnot see him because I am blind but He
is really with me. He is fullof love and serenity.


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